I can't stand how much he is learning everyday. I need him to slow down ALOT so that I can embrace the moment of my son's infancy. He's crawling, talking and getting into everything, my husband and I have to keep a close eye on him otherwise he'll be into something he shouldn't. I still need to get locks on my cabinets, something to protect his little head from the brick fireplace and a swinging gate for the upstairs. OIY! He keeps me busy though, a good kind of busy.
I keep thinking about wanting to be pregnant again, so my mind is in a million places at once. I want to wait til next year to try again, but I don't know if I can wait that long. :) With all the babies that are being born around me, I'm getting the fever if you know what I'm saying.
But I'll be patient and let God do the planning of the bird and the bees.
Lately my husband and I have been talking alot about Josiahs future, deep down in my heart for the longest time, I've always wanted to homeschool our children. I think that I have to much of a fear of public school will ruin my precious angel. But Ben made a point of Josiah being a good witness to friends at school, he can be a good example for the disrespectful teenage boys of the future age. I don't know what to think still, I'm still a little scared. I probably just need some time to get over it and have God work through me. Anyway, now that I have vented to my blog I've included a video of my adorable son talking to me in the morning over his bananas and oatmeal breakfast.
p.s. I'm trying to get him to say mama, before dada beats me too it. I think its working! haha. Enjoy!
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